So things with my boyfriend have straightened out a little bit. Now hes at least talking to me and not being mean...all the time. It surprised me yesterday how he was acting. When he came over it was about 5pm and I was pissed off, you see...he hasn't been spending much time with me lately and I'm kinda suspicious of cheating, but that all changed. When we went to go pick up our pizza from Pizza Hut he said he had a horrible dream. He told me how one day I had gotten mad at him because he didn't come over so I quit talking to him, well supposedly I had a new bf already. Whats really funny is I always have dreams like that about him. Well, after he told me that He started holding my hand, and kissing/ hugging/ holding me allot more than usual. I felt really special.
Then today things changed. he was rally moody, and it didn't go well with me being sick. So we kept getting in arguments. We went to the mall and on the way said "You'd never cheat on me, right?" That made him blow up. He got mad, which didn't help at all. I told him how my mom has been saying she thinks he has a gf cuz hes hardly coming over lately. He doesn't see how it would effect me if I lost him...again.

Well, I'm ranting now so I will end this.

One more thing, My HATE fore Countess Grotesque grows more and more each passing minute. It seems my bf likes her more than me just because of looks. He doesn't even want me wearing corsets because she wears them! COUNTESS GROTESQUE IS A UGLY BITCH OF A WHORE WHO I F***ING DESPISE!

Well, here we go again with my boyfriend problems. I feal like he just hates me anymore. This time hes really upset. My friend Charlie was spending the night Thursday night, and we were haveing fun. Wel I made the mistake of not texting/ talking to him. He feals like I forgot him. When i said Just stab my heart, that would hurt less than this pain you cause with your hate, He replied saying How the f*** do you think I feal? You forgot me! Haveing fun with your friend. Now that really hurt! I want to make it up to him, but how? Hes really mad and its all my falt. Please, if your reading this, HELP!

~ Eternal Love,
Tiffanie.