So things with my boyfriend have straightened out a little bit. Now hes at least talking to me and not being mean...all the time. It surprised me yesterday how he was acting. When he came over it was about 5pm and I was pissed off, you see...he hasn't been spending much time with me lately and I'm kinda suspicious of cheating, but that all changed. When we went to go pick up our pizza from Pizza Hut he said he had a horrible dream. He told me how one day I had gotten mad at him because he didn't come over so I quit talking to him, well supposedly I had a new bf already. Whats really funny is I always have dreams like that about him. Well, after he told me that He started holding my hand, and kissing/ hugging/ holding me allot more than usual. I felt really special.
Then today things changed. he was rally moody, and it didn't go well with me being sick. So we kept getting in arguments. We went to the mall and on the way said "You'd never cheat on me, right?" That made him blow up. He got mad, which didn't help at all. I told him how my mom has been saying she thinks he has a gf cuz hes hardly coming over lately. He doesn't see how it would effect me if I lost him...again.

Well, I'm ranting now so I will end this.

One more thing, My HATE fore Countess Grotesque grows more and more each passing minute. It seems my bf likes her more than me just because of looks. He doesn't even want me wearing corsets because she wears them! COUNTESS GROTESQUE IS A UGLY BITCH OF A WHORE WHO I F***ING DESPISE!